07-29-04 thursday 7:38pm
I'm sitting here thinking there's something
I meant to say, but didn't yet.
That I ought to, but can't. That I am
not who I presumed myself as.
Just a teardrop of blue at the heart of
the flame. Just a crumpled piece of paper that wanted to be a page.
I'm
sitting here now with everything behind me and nothing ahead. And I wonder. I
wonder what's next.
Just silver plated dreams that turn my heart green.
Just a lifetime of poetry. And all those reasons. All those reasons it was written.
Colors on the verge of grey. Eyeslashes caging a stray tear. And still I
can't help thinking there's something I wanted to say.