07-29-04 thursday 7:38pm
I'm sitting here thinking
there's something I meant to say, but didn't yet.
That I ought to, but
can't. That I am not who I presumed myself as.
Just a teardrop of blue
at the heart of the flame. Just a crumpled piece of paper that wanted to be a
page.
I'm sitting here now with everything behind me and nothing ahead.
And I wonder. I wonder what's next.
Just silver plated dreams that turn
my heart green. Just a lifetime of poetry. And all those reasons. All those reasons
it was written.
Colors on the verge of grey. Eyeslashes caging a stray
tear. And still I can't help thinking there's something I wanted to say.