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01-02-04 friday 8:50pm brick NJ
why here. why us when it could be you. isn't that what every moment said
when you paused to gather your thoughts. aren't all these nights just
graves wearing life as a disguise. wasn't every moment that we spent in
love just some withered childhood sketch of what we thought it might look
like. how we once imagined it would appear if the monster could come to
life.
sucking on a memory like a burning cigarette. killing it as you try to
extract every ounce of cancer from it. hoping that soon you'll have enough
to make this disease of living strong enough to kill itself. hoping that
these tumors of feeling will soon devour the very heart that has bred
them.
why now. why ever. why speak when the words listen so much better. since
every night looks just like this. isn't there only a need for just one
of them. just one and then no more. charm the silence like a cobra in
a basket. hoping that soon it will bite and its venom will take effect.
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