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01-05-04 monday 9:55pm brick
i don't know now. just like i didn't know then. forget. like how raindrops
are wet. fold your life into neat little packets. treat it all as if it's
about space management. listen to the ringing and wonder how it began.
listen to the silence and admit that.
visible breaths. and scars permanent. lust like a diamond in the sunlight
blinds. hard and precious. expensive and conditional. wrap yourself in
the memory. coil the truth around your throat. it's not that you didn't
know. it's just that you had hoped. it's not that the answer wasn't within
your grasp. it's just that. it's just that the right answer felt so wrong.
it's just that forever was never a part of the plan. but still it was
supposed to last longer than this.
it's just that it could've been good longer than we let it.
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