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01-07-05 saturday 10:06pm
she was. is. that which i imagine her to be. fluid siren at the cortex of
my need. she is only real to herself when someone else decides she is. she
could be anything. yet this is what she chooses. she could be their world instead
of theirs being hers. if she'd only look away for a moment from the spectacle
she's become she might see how real her tears are. how false is her grin.
just stones under foot as walks the path so oblivious. fall forward. then
catch yourself before that shadow gets too close. minute after minute adding
length to the ropes these lives hang themselves with.
has it not been. as always it must. that darkness does not wait for the light
to end, but rather slowly consumes it.
it's not a difficult task to gather the seeds. but where in this landscape
so dense with grief is anything else to grow?
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