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01-10-05 tuesday 11:08pm
living is crushing stones with a toothpick.
impossible task we're doomed to do relentlessly until we find success. whatever
that is.
won't those dungeons turn darker when. at last you lay down in. while the
blankets you move under mimic your silhouette.
this glassy bed. all ready to crack. these pillows made of lead.
you try to rest without touching it, but your skin is so loose. that skeleton
wiggles inside it as you move. and every limb is out of place.
no fingers left to grab with. no toes left to balance your strut. just a merri-go-round
of moments as those steeds frozen in their gallop ceaselessly pump.
and you feel them only in the sense that you remember having had. because
you no longer have any shape to grasp them with. but there in the flaccid puddle
of your skin there still are phantom bones.
giving depth to your pile of broken toothpicks as it lay beside those stones.
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