01-27-05 10:29pm thursday
feel now. dry scabs on tomorrow's lips. with shoulders cinched like
knots too tight. time's barren kisses. and nothing left to look forward
to as i.
it's not the distance ahead. it's that which lies behind. building
like a poltergeist in the attic of your life.
i don't remember what i used to want. they disappear like snowflakes
after the thaw.
they melt into the ground like snowmen. leaving those adornments you
fashioned them with behind. to lay there at the puddle's edge and remind
you of when.
i can touch it like a photograph. with my fingers make the colors bend.
memories. i can alter their appreance, but not their persepctive.