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02-03-05 thursday 10:17pm
roll up the sky. cold canvas of darkness. take it off the wall. out of
its frame. let the world be blank for a time as i contemplate what image
belongs in its place.
orphaned thoughts belie. quirky bridges spanning gorges much too wide.
nothing was. is. just moments that taper off into oblivion until you
feel as though you never experienced any of them.
just movies you once watched. strangers infiiltrating your life. scripted
tragedies making a mockery of your grief.
pain is not what to fear. so alive as it is. makes you feel you still
exist. it's what comes after. nothing multiplies. consumed by emptiness.
you wonder will i ever feel again. and even if i do will i want to have.
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