|
02-18-04 wednesday 10pm brick NJ
the world is so different from what i know of it. looking out the window
and watching does not teach me how to deal with it.
maybe it's just that music has used up all its resources. or that my
ears have gone deaf. i don't know how it is that i could be happy. or
that i even want to place that bet.
there are a million ways to alter any given situation, but so few of
them that you can live with.
there are puzzles in solitude whose pieces will not readily submit. you
tell yourself every night that tomorrow will be different, but it never
is.
|