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03-01-05 10:43pm tuesday
nothing now. words beguile. i try to listen, but i can't hear how.
tomorrow's foam bed. yesterday's rubber sheets. it's all a hotel n my
mind. nothing's permanent.
waking up to the sound of dying dreams. the sun choking them of the darkness
that they breathe.
nothing then. nothing now. words pretend. i can fool myself. but i can't
fool them.
it's nothing but. well, it's just nothing.
you watch your life hobbling around like a three legged dog and all i
want is to euthanize.
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