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3-26-05 saturday 10:24pm
failing prophets. time misguided. time will rape you if you let it. cum
into you all its disease infested false happiness.
you're too young. still a child. lying in the summer's grass. resenting
how only the birds can fly.
tumbling thoughts. the mind is a slope. the truth gravity. tugging on.
proving just how little i know.
forgive me my selfish heart. i'd rather be alone. than spend my life
loving someone i can never hold.
03-26-05 saturday 10:56pm
choice is overwhelming. like waking up from a vivid dream. realizing
you didn't have it. it had you.
you stumble back toward that intersection with reality. somewhat less
than happy to. you watch the light turn to green. but you don't move.
you just sit there, engine idling. wondering where you could possibly
want to be.
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