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8pm 03-28-05 monday
the thunderstorms are real again. no longer just those dark clouds lurking
in memory's veins. thinning its blood. weakening its scent.
they're finally real again. not just the thunder and the lightning. but
everything those sounds and sights untangle inside. the people who would
mimic them. roaring into my world so abrupt. drenching it. and then disappearing
just as sudden.
it's time to live again. or so the weather implies. crawl out of the
den the cold has built around us. slowly. carefully. opening our eyes.
03-28-05 monday 9:52pm
leaving it up to. mercurial raindrops sprinting across the dark. spreading
soft. melting lives. as the bread absorbs. time. us between those fluffy
slices.
hungry yet, unable to swallow or bite down on anything even resembling
nourishment.
hungry yet, your hunger is your strongest suit. heavy armor fashioned
out of all that you deny yourself.
leaning in. to smell its breath. as the night spreads its jaws. exhales
its lessons. the bony ridge of fangs older than your oldest pain.
its saliva covering you in the sweat of all the years it's taken.
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