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3-31-03 monday brick NJ 10pm
it's old and tired. the dreams we've sired the undead now. feeding on
the lives of others. feeding on the remnants of what once was. i know
i write too much. i know i think way beyong the boundaries of. but such
is my vice. one of many. such is my presense. my reson'detra. i know you
could do without many of my sendings. i know you could do without a lot
of things i plead. such is my vice. it's all over and done within seconds.
it's just a matter of moments between here and then. me and you. just
an exclamation point at the end of a sentence that doesn't end. you and
me. just a question mark trying to befriend hostiile answers.
i could print it out. i could publish on the web. maybe then the world
would see what i am. maybe then someone would appreciate who i am. maybe,
but i doubt it. i could click send. i could keep it here locked up safe
in the archives of my files. i coudl do anything that i want with it.
but it isn't about what i want to do. it's always been all about you.
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