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04-09-04 8:03am friday
this empty chest whistles as morning's wind rushes through it. whistles
a happy tune. not because it's the truth. but just to try something different.
because sadness is expressed through tears. through lilting lyrics. but
hopelessness can go either way. it can make you cry, but it can also make
you laugh.
i write with no further intention of letting it be read. because it did
not unite. didn't connect. if anyone ever actually felt it, they failed
to mention. it just made me feel that much more naked. and stupid. instead
of naked in private. just knowing eyes. exposed to strangers and critics.
because now it hurts too much to ever have anyone know it. to even try
to express. instead i'll just smile. pretend that i'm just like the rest
of them.
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