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04-28-05 thursday 10pm how's that now? i wasn't
really listening. carbon dated thoughts perplexing in my calendar. time
doesn't have a place for everything. it falls on us to make space for what she
never did. i am oxygen too close to the flame. i am hobbling on
shins mades of glass. see through pain. how's that now? i can't hear you
since. how insidiously the gap spreads until every path into eachother's life
has been cauterized. all the closeness extricated. the world seems to love
certain things. pretty faces. broken hearts. big, white smiles. and sad, sad songs. and
though, the world i've never wanted. still, i falter. becuase they are
the world and i am not.
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