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04-30-05 9pm saturday teetering on the edge
of forgiveness. i laugh at my own misery. because it's funny. it is. if i pause
long enough to notice. the soul is the anvil. the hammer is the heart.
what you forge with all your own choosing. how soft is that metal. how
willing is it to bend? at what temperature. at what degree does it melt. i
forget just when life became a burden. or even if it ever was anything else. it's
strange how life does that. forges those documents. convinces you that what you
know now is all that you ever have. maybe i've forgotten. or maybe i never
knew. it's hard to say. even harder to ask those question ever since.
ever since they involved you.
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