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07-20-05 wednesday 11:13pm the seduction was
mutual. that's the one thing i know for sure. everything else about it is left
to our discretion. the moment was high on various drugs. pleasure and pain
mxiing in a cocktail that no heart can endure. the vein was open. mouth
agape. willing. all too willing to swallow whatever touched its tongue. just to
sample. just to taste life again. the guilt that should follow reamins an
absentee vote. the hope i had for us wholly fulfilled. because the seduction
was mutual. as was everything else. the pleasure and the pain only pigments we
dipped our brushes into. and what it painted of us. of me. of you. that
portait still hangs. as portaits often will. smug with contentment. as i struggle
in vain to find a frame that will suit.
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