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07-23-05 saturday 11pm i've seen them all.
as they twist about. sand in my eyes. broiling oceans on the edge of my life. strangers
still. come to collect. the moments. the pieces of. should i ever choose to give
them up. should purpose ever be extracted from. taut dreams in the guise
of. read me now. words you've longed to speak yourself, but had not. because
time wears now the cloak of my shadow on its wrinkled brow. because life leaned
in too deep and stifled the seed it had meant to plant. too much daylight.
it's so delicate. too many reasons to want it to live. now you've killed
it. that first taste you always presumed would be your last. how
sure you were. and when it happened you just couldn't stand. that
first look that led to all the rest. like the soft beats of your heart in your
chest. as life would imagine it had you in its possession. but none were
meant to be. and no fist of time nor vice of nature could ever hold you in its
grasp. the feeble lusts of the flesh recede. and the deep wants of the mind
relent. pain screams loud. but sorrow is quiet.
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