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8-02-03 8:30pm brick NJ saturday
it's all stuck inside.
slow motion stares
looking like life;
it's fear and obsession
wrestling under my flesh;
a taut illusion that
moves through my thoughts;
it's today, tomorrow
and then daydream apparitions
rustling with old boxes in
the attic in my head;
drinking and laughing
as if life has forogtten,
pushing and pulling on
fate's hostile ends;
it's all there inside,
but i can see none of it.
swimming through the darkness
to touch the drowning within;
what can flesh contain
that makes it so touchable?
what can any heart claim
it has to make it loveable?
life sinks like a sunset,
so slow and steady
on the horizon of everything
you've ever meant -
to yourself,
to them,
all the beautiful
colors it emits
to distract you from
the impending darkness.
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