08-14-05 sunday 10:23pm
soft autumn heart. won't you fall again. so the season might imbue us with
that need to change. start again.
open flame in shaking hands. that's what you are.
the memory is crippling. the feeling deafens. i haven't heard a single heartbeat
since.
standing on the platform that marks choices. unable to take the train back
where i started. and without the funds to buy a ticket to somewhere new.
the night just stares at me with a pointed grimace. i don't say anything to
her as she hisses about the decisions i have made.
the memory is breached and it all comes spilling out again. love drowning
in its own birthing fluids. unheard, but crying out.