08-16-05 tuesday 11:30pm
frozen in the words. forlorn with the captions. that inevitbaly plays out
below the images.
how real is any of it when you know that there was no eye contact. nothing
shared except long goodbyes.
it's your choice to embrace the sun or to blot it out. merciless clouds shifting
withi the rhythm of your dance. lively as you step. counting the beats until
you can't hear anything else that's been said.
turn me over. i'm done on this side. i am not your advice. not your meaning.
when the darkness penetrates deeper.
i am stil, searching myself, for where there may be light.
it comes and goes.
only constant is the absense of. the need to find.