08-25-04 wednesday 9:42pm
instead
of cutting to the chase. the chase cut to you. and it took days. maybe weeks to
recover. but you did. and now the purple is pink again. now you step into your
skin and wear it. instead of it wearing you. now everthing that once was confusion
makes sense. not the sense that you'd hoped of it, but oh well.
i'm easy
like a screen door. i take in every gentle breeze. i swing. swing easily. no locks
to keep me closed. even when not i still feel so open. so helplessly exposed.
yesterday had a grin that tomorrow couldn't stand. yesterday we were us.
but now we're them.
i don't mind at all. don't know why i should. when
everything i've ever been has always turned out just like this.
i could've
been hurt, only i didn't let that happen. i could've been hurt, only i know better
since.