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9-08-05
thursday 10:44pm
scratches - red and soft. like little clay lumps torn from the heart.
shape them with shaking hands and pray those defects won't be too much.
draw the map with a nauseous mind and fingers numb. you are here. that's
where you are. then, now and always. no need to hunt. just be.
skin - too tight. a straitjacket. can't move. can't touch anyone.
alone is an asylum. in both the positive and the negative sense. day by
day cycling between refuge and confinement.
scratches - on the surface. and below.
superficial wounds excite the fear in. but deal little pain.
scratches - sore and bright. primitive tattoos depicting what darkness
hides beneath.
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