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9-11-03 11pm brick NJ thursday
now and then losing yourself in your own opposition. hollow choices echo
the silence that you've taken. cold deep canyons at the crux of your life
ridicule all your attempts at. moving in smooth calculated steps. toward
nothing. so much like sunset. like the end that doesn't know there's another
beginning just waiting to become. whatever choices you've made. or think
that you have. don't be so sure. don't let yourself get content in this
situation.
reason with the darkness as if it listens. turn everything inward and
hope that it will stay there. like time when you had to say goodbye, but
you really couldn't. like those conversations when all the right words
left. reason with yourself as if your righteous. not a need. just a want
that falls too close to the margin of. it straddles the boundary between
choice and circumstance. i could decide, but i already have. i could be
better, but iim not.
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