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09-12-05
monday 12:20am the hour demands, but never provides. raw fingers too sticky
with blood to grab anyting besides the wounds. all the pain that accompanies them.
waking up never really happens until it's forced upon. every morning leaving
that bed just another ritual that never results in. you smell the scent
and imagine how good it might taste to swallow. but resign yourself to the fact
that it's something you can't hold. and even if you're wrong. well, you
saved yourself so much trouble. by not trying to have. especially when it's always
failed you in the past. everything comes and goes. from our lives. the
only constant is what we retain of them. and what we are willing to let go of.
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