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09-14-05
10:33pm wednesday silent departures leave only victims behind. on hollow
islands without escape. one moment's life clouds abrupt into death. there are
not enough goodbyes in eternity to bury hearts wrenched from their graves. everything
is gone. everything that confirms we're still here. it's the quiet ache
that does the most damage. left behind. having given away those gentle
neccessities. to save them above ourselves. we suffer that they might find peace.
silent now. in the wake of love. here no more to hold. be felt by. but
never gone. all your tomorrows become our yesterdays. 09-14-05
wednesay 11:42pm it turns over. one hour to the next. back to zero again.
lost without what we'd assumed we'd still have, but went and left us. feed
me my pain. in careful doses. give me my medicine. that the sicker i become the
closer i am to wellness. or if nothing else, not mssing, aching for what
can no longer be had. leave us as you must. but not without taking a few
pieces in your exit. we always say goodbye. but we never mean it. until
this time.
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