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09-15-05
thursday 9:46pm amber dark. flooding with the touch of grief. hopelessness
mimics virtue. held inside the fist relief. time not being the trial. but
what it gives and what it takes. to be kept by auspicious emblems too soon to
fade or taken by those steps which empty much too steep. every footfall another
tourniquet on already pinched off veins. nowhere to chew. dead bones. missing
flesh. biting down on the end of the world i taste only struggle. lives that lent
so much to an existance that never paid them back. it should've hurt more
than it did. eighteen years like chalk erased in an instant. it should've crippled.
but it only strengthened. as every loss does the more they accumulate.
the darkness should've admitted it doesn't have an end. but perception
is as domiant as it ever was. and caught between those two voids how to see clearly
then?
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