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9-25-03 thursday 9:11pm brick NJ
leafing through your thoughts like some pamphlet filled with symptoms
and warning signs for some malady you never knew existed. not myself anymore.
just the hollow carcass left after the feast.
strumming my heart like some poorly tuned guitar. songs i can't play.
i'm not myself anymore and i still don't like it.
away from life. friends and sex and all those other tired excuses people
use to justify their presense.
unravelling the darkness one strand at a time. carefully weaving each
thread into the fabric of my thoughts. maybe then it will feel right again.
as right as wrong can feel.
not lost. only misplaced. like a grave without a name. it knows just
where it lies, but no one else can find.
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