09-25-04 saturday 10:04pm
sometimes feelings are as tangible as a hand you can hold. they sit
there beside you and lay their head on your shoulder.
it's almost as if they're not a part of you, just some feeble dependent.
molded as it were. slowly shapes become images. so full of dimension.
desperately seeking their own reflection. just to see. to find out what
they have become.
i could've called the bluff. but i stood nothing to gain from. i could've
thinned the paint. but i like the colors even if they aren't the ones
i would've picked. i just like any kind of color at all. doesn't matter
which.
i was running, but i lost my wind. i was running from myself, but then
i was tripped.