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10-02-05
10:59pm sunday wet matches strike impotent. the collar of the lost has no
tethers attached. tagged without a destination. beleaguered by such lack of restraint.
nothing to pull me in. instead everything pushes me away. it's the hour
of your arrival that you remember most as depature is imminent. that burst of
light after years of darkness. that feeling of warmth that paused your shivers
for a moment. reliving it again and again. as night after night strips
away another layer from the memory. and when at last all's been shed. and there's
nothing left of your happiness except that naked core. finally you can see its
center and you realize it was long ago dead.
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