10-21-04 10:46pm thursday
i'm not meaning to call anyone names. not accusing anyone. that's just
how it comes off when you can't trust.
a viper's grin wed to a child's heart. full of just as much poison
as it is innocence.
i've got time on my hands. it's true. but what i do with it. and why
it is. not something you can accuse.
there's no indemnity. only friends i wish really were.
but i guess we were much too old for that before we began.
if your life is as hard as you imply. then i am sorry. sorry i couldn't
be more compassionate. but it's hard to believe anyones' life can be
that ridden with misfortune.
they're not accusations. only notations in the heart.
i've plenty of time to draw those maps. it's true. but i didn't create
the locattions.
where i am. who i've been. you'll never understand. it's just as hard.
if not harder than what you're dealing with.