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10-24-03 friday 7am brick NJ
in your morning after. in that life you gathered. are you choosing it
or are you captured?
not that we all aren't. just different cages.
all the ways that angry hearts find to hate and spit on love. i wonder
how. i wish i knew one. trade all these sonnets for a little taste of
power. to release this life from its prison heart. to not care when it
arrives. to not miss it when it's gone.
in my morning after. in this life i have gathered. am i choosing love
or just the symptoms?
it was good. it honestly was. for once in my life a genuine smile. now
i know. now i own a piece of that moment. of that feeling so free and
careless. now i know. now it's mine to keep. if i can keep it from keeping
me.
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