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Thursday,
November 03, 2005 10:38 PM such full lives drenched in shallow graves. awkward
speeches. terminal silence. the heart pretentiously quoting the mind in a feeble
gesture of self-sacrifice. turbulent medicines rumble the head. in destruction
is sought reconstruction and maybe forgiveness. there still aren't enough pieces.
i need to make more of them. . let this dungeon be what it is. cease looking
for windows in all those stone faces. let that rain fall. deepen this moat. stop
pushing the water and mud away and finally embrace it. crawl as deep as
it'll let into the center of those warm thighs. as they beckon with lies thick
enough to smother all but. return to the original darkness. let them take back
that birth that never should've been. life is only a light i see outside
these walls. in here it doesn't exist. just a lie they told me for so long i almost
believed it.
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