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12-14-03 sunday 9pm brick NJ
no one ever really knows you. they don't even come close. flesh weakens
and pretends, but that's all it is. love begs and deceives us, but truth
is. we're all alone. always have been. nothing and no one can alter that
fact. but maybe that's just me.
love is a lie. love is lsd. a hallucinagenic. you see all sorts of crazy
and wonderous things. see them with your own eyes, but they're still not
real.
if i die tomorrow. or if it should take a lifetime. i don't care. i've
nothing left for to cry. i just sit here wondering why there's so much
less to write. and knowing it's because i don't believe anymore. knowing
that the life i've tasted was bait. hook me. watch me suffocate. then
throw me back. this flesh is to be tasted, not consumed. hook me. watch
me suffocating. but throw me back. i don't belong here.
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