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12-18-03 thursday 9pm brick NJ
how chalky time will taste as it builds up in your throat. all you've
written swept away into a cloud of dusty particles that dance around your
head and then choke you. only memory bears witness to how you tried. success
won't be your savior. happiness will not testify on your behalf. memory
your solitairy witness. and the clouds of dust as night's eraser passes.
nowhere to go. no place to leave. pergatory lives repeat their sins endlessly.
salvation is for the weak. and victory the strong. but i am neither. just
me. so what shall i seek?
celebration is for the happy. mourning for the berieved. but i am neither.
so what then shall i be?
how i hide. where i do. i never know those spaces until they take me
into them. how i break. how i bruise. i never feel it until.
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