Dark Poetry Prose Poetry 'Limits' Dark Poetic Prose

06-04-04 friday 3:27pm

not all poetry is meant to be read. sometimes the heart lies to itself and the pages falsely reflect.

not all things written or said are meant to be heard. sometimes the darkness takes control and the people you love get hurt.

06-04-04 firday 8:54am

maybe it's all my fault. i alienated them. and now i'm doing it to you too.

maybe this fluctuating between euphoria and misery is a bad addiction. and i need other people to help with it. but i never meant for it to be like this.

i had every intention of always being a good friend to you. have never felt anything except love and respect. i'm just so damn self destructive. when i can't muster the courage to do it to my flesh, i'll destroy my heart instead.

maybe it's all my fault. yea, i know it is. i thought you knew me. that you got it. but i guess every one has their limits.

had i known this would be yours i would've tried harder to fight it. had i known this would be your limit, i don't know if i could've stopped myself, but i would've tried much harder than i did.

2:41pm

when you're there, it's great knowing you.

but then sometimes i get so insecure and it feels like this is just one more thing i'm so afraid to lose.